28 Dis 2012

sahabat yang baik.



dalam usaha mula-mula nak jadi baik kononnya,
aku memulakan dengan mencuba untuk menghayati 
maksud setiap ayat-ayat dalam al-quran.

apa yang ada sebenarnya, 
yang boleh aku kutip untuk merawat
luka jiwa yang rapuh, kecewa dan sengsara
yang tak ketahuan puncanya...
yang pasti...aku pasti...aku sakit.

sehinggalah tiba masanya, takdir menentukan, 
melalui secebis ungkapan bahkan peringatan;

wahai celakanya aku!!!!
alangkah baiknya kalau aku tidak mengambil
si dia menjadi sahabat karib. 

sesungguhnya dia telah menyesatkan aku
dari jalan peringatan setelah ia sampai kepadaku
dan adalah Syaitan itu sentiasa mengecewakan manusia. 
(yang menjadikan dia sahabat karibnya). ***al-furqan, 28-29.

aku agak tersentak.
banyak memori lama menerjah balik ruang ingatan.
dulu aku pernah belajar disebuah sekolah aliran agama,
aku tak ingat akan namanya, yg penting aku ingat dia punya muka.

seorang ustaz biasa yg pernah mengajar aku sedikit ilmu
berhubung dengan syaitan...
syaitan itu adalah dari golongan jin dan manusia.
ya, manusia. 

betapa celakanya aku jika aku dah tau adanya manusia yg bergelar syaitan
dan aku dampinginya, aku bergaul mesra dengannya.
sehinggakan aku ambil jadi sahabat handai....
maka penyesalan menanti aku dikemudian hari nanti
hari yg memang penuh dgn pelbagai penyesalan....

jika segala kemurungan diri, 
ketidak-motivasian ini berpunca daripada
salah aku yg memilih kawan yg salah,
apakah yg benar, yg betul, yang tidak salah.
siapakah kawan yg baik...sahabat yg baik?...

'pada hari itu sahabat-sahabat karib: 
setengahnya akan menjadi musuh kepada setengah yg lain,
kecuali orang-orang yg persahabatannya berdasarkan taqwa'  ***Az-zukhruf, 67.

kecuali orang-orang yg persahabatannya berdasarkan taqwa????
taqwa....
kawan yg bagaimana yg bertaqwa....
zahirnya, literalnya, lidah dan riak wajahnya
bolehlah dianggap bertaqwa...
tapi kita insan, kita manusia

sedang aku sendiri bermuka-muka,
pesimis sungguh aku mengandai mereka berpura-pura.

husnud-dzon...sangka baik....susah.
aku jumpa ramai insan yg nifaq.
aku jumpa diri sendiri dalam keadaan nifaq.

berpura-pura, bermuka-muka. 
bertalam-talam. 
namun tetap lidahnya, lidah kita mengucap salam.

kawan.
aku perlukan kawan.
dalam aku ingin melupakan kawan.
dalam aku ingin meninggalkan kawan.
yg zahirnya sudah nampak syaitan.
pastilah akan ada ruang kekosongan
yg perlu diisi semula dengan kawan
kawan dengan malaikat?...
aku dah ada dua, 
kiri kanan menulis mencatit sahaja.
kawan tanpa kompromi.

salah satu kemanisan iman......

'kita sayangkan satu orang, dan kita tak sayangkan dia melainkan kerana Allah'
tidak kerana harta dia, rupa-parasnya, keturunannya.

namun kawan yg kita harap...
kerana dia, boleh menyebabkan kita dekat dengan Allah
kerana kita, boleh menyebabkan dia dekat dengan Allah.

dan orang itu yg paling penting untuk menjadi sahabat 
yg mana kita sayang dia kerana Allah: suami atau isteri kita. (DrMAZA - Mencari Sakinah)

subhanallah.
dalam misi pencarian ini
misi mencari sahabat sejati
banyak-banyak aku meminta
supaya dipertemukan dengan insan seperti ini.

alhamdulillah.
Allah hadirkan dia dalam situasi yg terduga
Allah beri kurnia dalam keadaan aku tak bersedia.

dan kini, 
aku sedari....
misi ini bukan telah berakhir
namun baru saja bermula

sahabatku-isteriku: orang yg sama.

sebelum ini aku pernah meminta
'how i wish my intelectual & actual soulmate is the same person'
dan lama aku tunggu, 
ada juga dua-tiga yang kutemu.
tapi Allah tak bagi
yg Allah hadirkan hanyalah kerunsingan 
keserabutan, keceliruan, 
keliru dan setiap perkara yg ingin diputuskan.

tapi bila urusan ini diserahkan kepada tuhan
dan tuhan itu maha mengetahui malah mengabulkan
maka terasa benarlah ungkapan
berdoalah, Allah terima. memintalah, maka Allah mustajab.

subhanallah
alhamdulillah
allahu akbar...

tiada tuhan melainkan engkau yya Allah
disegala kurniaan dan kebaikan yg engkau berikan
sesungguhnya aku insan yg fakir lagi memerlukan...

dan misi ini akan diteruskan
duhai isteri, bantulah suami
bantulah aku, suamimu,
dalam meniti perjalanan
untuk meraih 'kemanisan iman'.



p/s: saya sedang rindu isteri saya, harapnya dia pun sama. hihi. euwwww, gediks.



25 Dis 2012

liFe. nikE aD.


Life.
Life isn't about keeping score. 
It's not about how many people call you 
and it's not about who you've dated, 
are dating, 
or haven't dated at all. 

It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, 
or which girl or guy likes you.

It's not about your shoes 
or your hair 
or the color of your skin 
or where you live 
or go to school. 

In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, 
or colleges that accept you.

Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, 
and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.

Life just isn't about that. 

But life…

It is about who you love and who you hurt. 
It's about how you feel about yourself. 
It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. 

It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. 

Life is about 
avoiding jealousy, 
overcoming ignorance, 
and building confidence. 

It's about what you say and what you mean. 
It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.

Most of all, it's about choosing to use your life 
to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. 

…these choices are what life's about.




19 Okt 2012

sisipan HARIAN METROLL

Contoh Karangan UPSR: Karangan jenis berita.(versi lanjutan)

SHAH ALAM : Sistem AES telah dipasang di beberapa kawasan kurang kemalangan 
untuk mengurangkan lagi kemalangan. Ketua Polis Negara Tan Sri Ismail Omar berkata 
berkata dalam lawatannya ke Ibu Pejabat Polis di sini bahawa sistem ini dipasang
untuk menjadikan Malaysia sebagai negara kosong kemalangan, di lebuhraya sahaja. 

Di jalan-jalan perseketuan dan jalan kampung, pengguna diminta menjaga diri sendiri.
Sistem ini telah mendapat reaksi yang amat positif dari kalangan anggota polis trafik. 
Mahdir bin Mahmud seorang anggota polis trafik yang sudah berkhidmat selama 
10 tahun berkata, "Saya amat berterima kasihlah pada Yang Amat Berhormat 
Perdana Menteri kerana memperkenalkan sistem ini. Kini saya tidak lagi perlu berdiri 
di celah pokok untuk menjaga kamera kawalan halaju selama berjam-jam lamanya.
Ada rakan sepasukan saya meninggal dunia kerana mengalami batu karang akibat 
menahan kencing selama 9 jam semasa ops sikap." 

Seorang lagi anggota polis trafik berbangsa cina juga melahirkan rasa terharu dengan 
kewujudan sistem AES ini, "Dulu saya selalu berdiri di tengah panas untuk menjaga 
kamera. Kulit saya pun menjadi hitam. Kawan-kawan sekerja saya selalu 
membuli saya dengan menyamakan saya dengan Akon. Saya mengalami kemurungan 
dan hampir membunuh diri. Kini dengan AES saya tidak perlu lagi berdiri 
di bawah matahari," sambil menangis Chua Toi Let mengadu kepada wartawan kami.

Setelah wartawan kami berputus asa menolak pelawaan Presiden Pertubuhan Peribumi Perkasa 
Ibrahim bin Ali, wartawan kami akhirnya akur sebelum video seksnya disebarkan 
dan bersetuju mewawancara beliau. "Kamera AES ni bagus. Kerana yang selalu 
bawa laju ni orang cina. Mereka banyak duit. Kereta pun besar. Biarkan mereka disaman. 
Orang melayu cuma berkereta nasional. Tidak laju seperti kereta import. 
Jika ada melayu yang mengubahsuai kereta mereka dengan meletakkan enjin turbo, 
dia dianggap pengkhianat negara kerana enjin turbo adalah anasir Yahudi," katanya. 

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KUALA LUMPUR : Berikutan video youtube Perdana Menteri dimalukan di khalayak Sekolah Kebangsaan Kiaramas, Timbalan Perdana Menteri Dato' Seri Muhyiddin bin Yassin memberi penjelasan berkenaan video tersebut. "Setelah diminta memberikan contoh najis mughalazah oleh salah seorang murid di situ, dia (Najib) bertanya kepada saya apakah perkataan yang sopan bagi babi. Saya pun tidak tahu. Yang saya tahu cuma babi kerana kami selalu dikaitkan dengan Babi Negara. Rupa-rupanya perkataan tersebut ialah khinzir."

Seiringan dengan insiden tersebut, Presiden Persatuan Peribumi Perkasa Ibrahim bin Ali juga memberi sedikit ulasan. "Setelah meneliti video tersebut, saya dapati itu adalah agenda pembangkang. Anwar Ibrahim telah membayar sejumlah wang yang besar kepada budak-budak itu hasil daripada dana yang disumbangkan Yahudi," katanya.

Dato' Seri Utama Dr. Rais Yatim berkata selepas menonton, video tesebut sebenarnya telah diedit menggunakan kaedah alih suara yang biasa terdapat dalam drama-drama korea kegemarannya.

- wartawan Johan
- sumber rasmi/tak rasmi/tak pasti: malaysian gags

24 Sep 2012

Change is not always a good thing.


This post is not mine, the write up is from someone else, 
it is chris pirillo words, thoughts, opinions on 'changing'...
for some degrees, which i'd agree...

since i have no idea to write anything, any interesting 'things'
and the blues is sticking, its monday nonetheless 
wandering around the internet and i found out this post... 
is quite nice.

so, i just re-post it =)...
and most importantly i'm not an apple fan-boy, 
so don't miss understood me.

Change is not always a good thing.

Not everybody has a short attention span and enjoys change every 365 days (or even every five years). Do not underestimate the value of familiarity with technology, especially for people who consider them selves "normal" (read: not geeks and nerds). Change can be expensive and/or frustrating. 

Why fix what isn't "broken?" Why not make incremental improvements to something which obviously resonates with your users? Too much change at one time is like tossing a frog into boiling water; users often need time to acclimate or you risk (as a product or service provider) alienating them. Backlash is typically not something anybody wants to deal with.

1. Facebook switches to Timeline mode. People were bewildered, upset. Some even quit Facebook (perhaps because this was the tipping point for them after all the other changes Facebook had thrown at 'em "without warning").

2. Google+ introduces a new layout and people are quick to judge the new use of WhiteSpace . This revision was likely done to better accommodate future growth in new services - because Google believed it was necessary, though some users were quite resistant to that change.

3. Digg. Yeah. Oops. Too much change. What happened there?

4. I still see plenty of XP machines when I hit coffee shops or malls. Why upgrade the PC when all you need is access to the Internet and what you have already works "well enough?" Why change for the sake of change yet?

5. Bing. Even if it's search results were objectively or subjectively better (and that's up for debate), the greater challenge is prying people away from a search brand they've trusted now for years. Culture doesn't change overnight, especially for people who don't even understand that Google is a web service (not a piece of software that's installed alongside the Internet program).

6. Try moving an icon on your parents' desktop. Change their start page. See what happens.

Frustration breeds contempt.

So, when I see people kvetching about iOS being "boring," I want to smack them upside the head and remind them that too much change to iOS would destroy one of the best things Apple has going for it. I don't care if you don't like Apple, I don't care if you don't like iOS, I don't care if you think another OS is superior (which is a relative statement). PEOPLE STILL DO NOT GENERALLY LIKE CHANGE IF IT HAPPENS TOO QUICKLY.

Just because you don't see (or believe) innovation is happening doesn't mean it isn't.

I can tell you, after using iOS since before it was called iOS, that it has most certainly changed - and I personally wish it could change more (and I've detailed how in the past). I'm sure it'll continue to change with subtle tweaks. But, here's the thing: iOS hasn't changed so much as to alienate the customer base. It's familiar - and familiarity is a GOOD THING when it comes to adoption of new consumer technologies. Apple doesn't need to change that quickly to satisfy every one of its "normal" customers.

Why do you think the iPhone continues to be successful, release after release? Yes, the hardware (spec wise) is improving - but a happy iPhone 3GS user is more likely to upgrade to a newer piece of hardware that works similarly than they are to switch to something else outright. There are OTHER factors at play as well (of course, cost being one of them). They've grown accustomed to the experience. That's a HUGE part of a winning formula.

Again, I have to remind egocentric geeks that this isn't about them - it's about everybody else. This isn't about one OS being "better" than another. It's about how our minds work. Even if you don't mind changing technology more frequently than you change underwear, I'm absolutely certain that there are other areas of your life where you DON'T WANT CHANGE.

If you want to spur change, introduce pain to the equation. Pain is a great motivator for change. But if someone isn't feeling pain, getting them to change is an exercise in futility. What's painful to you isn't painful to someone else.

So, yeah. Let's just keep that in mind. "Boring" is relative. This is an exciting conversation to have, but not if it boils down to another pointless (and needless) platform war. Comparing apples to oranges is not always the best use of our time.

And, believe me, any company would be wise to know when it's time to change - and that's usually dictated when sales slide.


17 Ogo 2012

boring subject.


boring subject: ???

of course lah... 

reading. 

read
read
read

while your eyes still open

while the heart still beat

while the lung still breath. 




































now what?














Can you make out
 the words? 





















Is the soul of your home
filled to the brim? 























Time to clear
some space
in your bookshelf...

all will be revealed soon.








Now 

this 
would 
be 
something 
nice 
to 
have 
in 
the 
hospital, 

a cure for boredom.














So which stage are you in?










































What's the name 
of your best friend?



















Someday a newspaper might be this size if we don't take care of our natural resources.
















When you

just want to be left alone. 

With your book.


















Someday 
when 
your 
great grand children 
ask you 

"where books come from?"




















Are you sure 
you're not schizophrenic?















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donno y i keep promoting them... sigh.